you can tell this computer isn’t used for anything important because it’s still not fixed. if i leave it off all day i can get maybe 20 minutes out of it. oh the laziness of this household. it’ll have to do.
The world seemed rose-tinted
And angels appeared to descend
To my surprise
With half-closed eyes
Things looked even better
Than when they were open
aesthetic anesthetic
Speed kills / But beauty lives forever / Speed thrills / But beauty knows your name / I Fell ill inside eternal winter / And Stood still beside eternal flame
First time that I ever saw you / Crashing hard through days of pain / You were one of god’s children / Left to cry out in the rain / Waiting to be saved again
When I ride / With you tonight / We can move / At the speed of light
Forever young / Forever blind
AU American Horror Story/Kingdom Hospital crossover PAUL/TATE in which paul is essentially the tate to tate’s violet back in 1994: he deceives, manipulates and rides him into the grave to influence and torment for eternity…which obviously includes present events. as much as i don’t like the idea of taking the resposibility off tate, i’d like to give him a taste of his own medicine. enter paul, that horrible boy paul, who died in a house instead of a hospital. THIS IS HAPPENING THIS IS A THING NOW I AM GOING TO FORCE THIS SHIP INTO EXISTENCE IT IS PERFECTION SHUT UP. the 5 people who even know what this is are probably rolling their eyes right now, least of all because it is a terrible graphic, but IDGAF. what do you want from my life, my computer has a mood disorder.
i was going to start capping kingdom hospital, before my computer started acting up, and i still plan to, but now that i’ve had to channel my enthusiasm into dreaming up crossovers instead, i’ll be using them to further my paul/tate agenda… hopefully with graphics i’ve spent more than 3 minutes on, that’s not to say they’ll be any good which is why it is important to expand this fandom to people who have actual talent.
anyway, everything should be back to normal in a day or two, so hang in there.
ugh my computer is having seizures or throwing some kind of tantrum. i’m just waiting for it to explode, i’m actually surprised it’s lasted this long without freezing and blanking out. it keeps turning off and on and making these sounds like zooooOOOMMM KLUnk zzzoooooOOOOM KLUNK. needless to say, i might not be around for a bit.
“I hope that in this year to come, you make mistakes.
Because if you are making mistakes, then you are making new things, trying new things, learning, living, pushing yourself, changing yourself, changing your world. You’re doing things you’ve never done before, and more importantly, you’re Doing Something.
So that’s my wish for you, and all of us, and my wish for myself. Make New Mistakes. Make glorious, amazing mistakes. Make mistakes nobody’s ever made before. Don’t freeze, don’t stop, don’t worry that it isn’t good enough, or it isn’t perfect, whatever it is: art, or love, or work or family or life.
Whatever it is you’re scared of doing, Do it. Make your mistakes, next year and forever.”
— Neil Gaiman (via rawcolorado)
(Source: quotewhore, via amrazure)
new year’s resolutions
- don’t avoid things
- don’t make excuses
- be more open
- try
- care
- don’t care too much
- don’t worry about the apocalypse
don’t eat so much breadbe realistic- stay focused
- make shit happen
- don’t get discouraged
- don’t sink
- be rational
- be helpful
- control my goddamn emotions
- don’t get frustrated with stupid people/ assholes
- don’t feel responsible for stupid people/ assholes
- let stupid people and assholes fix their own stupid lives
- be helpful
- be rational
- control my goddamn emotions
- don’t care too much
- exercise regularly
- master cat eyes
- be boring, unapologetically
happy new year!
& goodnight
